Friday, February 12, 2010

an update

So Whats new with me you ask..

Well, I have my official divorce decree papers..but im still job hunting.. and doing it carless..which does suck. I have been very stressed from this... wondering how can i make money fast enough to get a car and a place of my own.. well then those things pop in my head.. Stripping = pros and cons.... Pros : I love dancing, its a good work out and there are so many close by i could walk, it can be good money but i hear thats not always the case. Cons: I am not really into grinding on random men ( webcam flirting is one thing, actually doing it on someone is another), its a industry thats always around drugs and probably violence, so its dangerous, it would cost me 200 dollars to just start dancing.. ugh!! then there is Adult films ( which i have gotten offers for) Pros and cons.... Well PROs: thats Crazy fast money, and that may be the only pro i can think of... Cons: Ill be able to be viewable by many that i may not want to see me, it will always be out there, my Va- j j might get tired of being fucked so much.. (excuse the language),.. so I dont know.. i just wish i was lucky enough to find a pretty good job, car and home.. What a blessing that would be!

3 comments:

  1. Well ;

    NO WAY to Adult films from me, because i know you and i believe that this will hurt you deeply so bad..And can not recover back again..

    MAYBE to stripping, if you can find a quaility and safe club it will be ok to work for a while until find a better job.

    YES to the hope of finding a pretty good job,car and home..We both know you are much much more then a dancer or other one.You are smart and creative.Never give up from blessings.

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  2. As much as I'd want a lapdance from you or watch you in a porno, I don't think either would be right for you.

    Even if it means waiting tables - take it. I've found opportunity finds one in strange places, and the more you are 'out there' the better chance of something happening. Keep your eyes out for it.

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  3. do porn please do.. there are 0 hot women in porn! you could change that

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