update

I got a job offer today..GREAT News huh..but i wont get paid for about 3 weeks.... sooooooo now im struggling trying to figure out how i am going to stay in my place.. so any help and all help from you all can definitely save me!

webpage

Getting my webpage together to assist me while i am doing the "revealed" poison Ivy time. www.wix.com/poisonlvy/poisonivy

updated as of april 15th 2010

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the VLOG

the video..
me at my worst.. sorry for my look

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I have been trying so hard to find work..with very little people helping me..my family is no family.. and i have or had a few friends that helped me in the time of need..right now this is my biggest time of need.. I will try to keep a smile on my face..but i just left my moms me and my brother got into it bad and it nearly got physcial and i just cant do that anymore, ive been down that road so with the help of a friend that donated to me on mygirlfund.com i was able to get a room for a week. i just need to be able to keep it for a while. its 289 a week..fully furnished and i dont pay any other bills everything is paid entirely I would love to keep it but i may need help. I thought i should start doing cam things..but i do need the help. does anyone have any thoughts or ideas how i can go about getting this done? anyways.. i posted a vlog.. i look terrible because it was the same day i had to leave... i will try to keep those that care posted. and i hope i can do this..

I will post the video shortly

look into the stars

Okay here is a link to the photographer that is suppose to take my photos tomorrow.. these are a link to his studio shots.. the shoot im doing is in studio.. I just hope i do good so he wants to use me more.

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=390048743&albumId=28955

its a myspace link.

But what I wanted to blog a little about is astrology... WELL I am not super big with astrology and zodiac signs but i find it extremely interesting and fascinating... I may end up being a hard core believe of the stars. I read that my most compatible signs are Aquarius, Gemini and Libras.. i haven't connected with many Aquarians ( i myself am an Aquarians) I connect with them but on a more friendly level.. I haven't met many Geminis and if i have i didst know so i don't know how i connect with them..and i love Libras! they are great people so far. but I have noticed I do like cancers I have met a few and those i meet I like alot.. like i could see myself with them..but i think according to the stars cancers aren't a good match with me.. also Sagittarius.. well i seem to pull those signs in..but im afraid to love a sag because my ex was one.. one sign i think i know i dont get along with usually are Taurus and Scorpios... As for Taurus my dad and brother are both bulls and we bump heads terribly bad.. I love my dad dearly but OMG..I am usually good friends with Aries but nothing more. and as for Capricorns, pieces, Virgos... i just dont know yet.. WHats your zodiac sign?

I will blog more about this topic...
My life has been so busy lately with my situation i dont have alot of just chill relax time..if my body isnt moving constantly then my brain is.. i get online at the end of the night and pass out..

the shoot, the hair and me

Well I had an interview Monday March 8th for visual merchandising with a pretty cool company that I am suppose to call friday for a second interview.. ( wish me luck) then I went to another interview tuesday for a high end bar wish me luck with that as well.

Also I have my first EVER REAL photo shoot, meaning to me it would actually be someone else taking photos of me with lighting and back drops or whatever they use.. He asked me to bring 6 outfits.. ( ugh only because I dont have alot of my clothes so Ill have to figure out something) but I dont have to pay him for these shots.. If you want to see his work , contact me and ill show you. I kinda need ideas of what type of photos I want. ( non nude)!!!

oh and yes some of you may have see my with the Hair cut..well i havent grown attach to it so its gone.. for the longest I have been wanting to go RED and i am sorta red now and i ADDED hair.. so its back to a longer length.. I dont know i liked the short hair but maybe ill feel better with wearing that when im a bit thinner. so look out for me to see my new hair look.

I am so excited about my photo shoot and again wish me luck on my job hunting.

HUGS